A 4-week immersion for women who are done fixing themselves and ready to reclaim their life force energy

Something in you
is done being managed.

Intimate. Embodied. Starts June 22.

YOU KNow this feeling

You are a force of nature. And you are running on empty.

You have given everything to your work and to the people who need you. You have led, built, taught, healed, loved, and you have done it while navigating a body in profound transition, in a world coming undone.

I know this, because I tried to hold it all together too.

I tried to stay in control and to push through.
To make the old tools work (desperately).

But… they didn’t anymore.

I knew something was asking to be transformed in me. But I didn’t have the guidance, the map or the tools I needed, and no one to ask for them.


If you are like I was back then, positive thinking feels like a cop out. Pushing through is costing you too much. Not much helps with the rage and grief you feel when reading the avalanche of violence against women in the news. The raw, untapped power that lives inside of you has nowhere to go. There’s a tiny, secret dread that things won’t change no matter how hard you try. 

What actually changed everything for me was learning how to stop managing myself, and start moving with what was awakening in me.

Inside my body.
Hidden in my emotions.
Inside of my deepest desire.
And at the heart of my power.

This is the work that is required to go from “my body is betraying me” to knowing in your bones: “my body is guiding me”.

Portals of Liberation is a 4-week immersion to help you:

  • stop suppressing what’s rising in you while moving through your days anxious, numb, exhausted and wondering: "Is this it?"

  • reclaim your life force so you wake up with tons of vital energy, your intuition online and desire pulsing through your body again

  • embody the vibrant, alive, turned on, creative and bold leader your next life chapter is begging you to become

I know the pain of doing it alone, which is why I'm building a community.

Why I built this

I know what it's like to stand at the edge of change and feel the ground open beneath you. 

To feel the fire in you and have no container, language or outlet for it. 

And no one who is capable or willing to go in the depths with you.

Menopause didn’t just gently invite me to change; it cracked me open and brought everything I had been managing to the surface.

A dream job that became a nightmare. A breakup that created trauma. And underneath it all, something happening in my body I had no language for.


I desperately tried to push through this phase. To manage, optimize and stay in control.

It didn’t work.

There was a breaking point when I literally couldn't recognize myself in the mirror.

I had been driven, capable, articulate. I became someone I didn't recognize. And for almost a year, I was completely lost.

What I know now is this:

My body wasn't breaking down. She was trying to complete something.


When I stopped fighting what was happening inside me and started working with it, everything shifted.

What changed wasn't my circumstances: it was my relationship to what was moving through me.

My grief, which I had always experienced as weakness, revealed itself as love that had been waiting for somewhere to go.

My rage stopped being something to manage and started being something to trust.

My body stopped being the enemy and became the source. The symptoms I had been trying to quiet were not the problem: they were the intelligence.


And my desire for beauty, meaning, and aliveness came back. And with it came a clarity about how I wanted to live that I had never been able to access through any amount of thinking.

I learned all of this deep in my body, it changed my life, and this is what I want for you, too.

And what I discovered inside my own initiation, I'm now seeing reflected in the world around us.

Who this is for

If any of these resonates, this is for you.

  • You are a woman who has spent decades being capable, reliable, and “together”… and it’s no longer sustainable.

  • You’ve taken the HRT and the supplements, done biohacks and yoga, checked off the podcasts, books, and courses, but you still don’t recognize the person you’ve become.

  • You’re in midlife, menopause, or post-menopause, and instead of feeling like a new chapter, it feels like everything is unraveling all at once.

  • You're done with the "stay positive" mindset culture and ready for something real and embodied, that will genuinely help you shift.

  • You feel big, intense emotions that sometimes take you out for hours or days, and you can’t continue managing them on your own.

  • You can feel something in you that wants more truth, more expression, more aliveness, more impact… But you don’t know how to access it without burning everything down.

  • You’re tired of overgiving, of saying yes when your body says no, and of holding space for everyone else while abandoning yourself.

  • You want to be in a space where you don’t have to explain yourself, or minimize your intensity, where you’re not the only one going through this.

This is for you If you are done managing yourself into smallness, and ready for what your body has actually been trying to say.

your expansion starts here

Why it matters beyond you & me

Our human collective is going through a global collapse, and we can’t keep living the way we’ve been living. 

We are going through a time where old systems are breaking, old identities are composting, and we, the women who have been holding it all together, can’t do it the same way anymore.

And we don’t want to.

After playing by the rules for decades, menopause hit me hard, and everything in my life began to dissolve. 

Because of a lack of knowledge and guidance, I quickly started to go down a very dark path.

My body, my psyche, my identity, everything was in an excruciating turmoil. I took the HRT and it helped to create some stability, but it did nothing to help birth who I was transforming into. 

When I was going through this intense initiation, I would have needed a solid container for the depth of transformation I was in, and it didn’t exist. 

I needed it not just so I could ‘function’ again, but so I could fully transform into the woman I could become.

Menopause isn’t a malfunction or an expiration date, like we’ve been led to believe by the pathologization of the female experience.  

It has one very specific function: to evolve you into the leader our human collective needs.

Portals of Liberation is not a program to make you more effective within a composting system. It is a 4-week deep dive into the four thresholds your body is already asking you to cross. 

We move through the portals with precision, with love, with ritual, and with the radical honesty this transformation demands.

Your wholeness was never separate from the world's healing: it is your contribution to it.

Truth through the body

Born From Lived Experience

FIRE: What Burns Away

This is where we stop managing, and allow what is no longer true to surface:

• the roles that kept us small

• the patterns that exhausted us

• the ways we learned to abandon ourselves

So we can lovingly release them.

What I didn’t understand at first, is that intensity alone doesn’t transform you.
This is why we need honey.

HONEY: What Restores

Transformation doesn’t hold through fire alone. Our bodies need safety to reorganize.

This is where we cultivate:

• pleasure

• tenderness

• nourishment

• aliveness

This is what allows change to actually land and be integrated.

THE SPIRAL: How It All Integrates

This isn’t something you move through once and complete. You come back to the same places, but each time, you see more clearly, you respond differently and you trust yourself more deeply.

Until you stop trying to “get through” midlife, and start living inside a different relationship with yourself. This is how change becomes embodied.

This rhythm is applied to the four core systems that shape our lived experience:

The Body

Where energy, hormones, and capacity are shifting

The Nervous System

Where safety and regulation determine how we show up

Erotic Life Force

Where our vitality, desire, and creative power live

Inner Guidance

Where we make sense of this phase and orient our life forward

THE JOURNEY

Four portals.

One Embodied Transformation.

This is a process I had to live, and then refine into something I could transmit.

  • WEEK ONE

    Portal of Soma

    The Crucible

    Most women I work with don’t realize how much their body is holding, until it starts speaking louder than what they can manage. In menopause and midlife, your capacity to feel doesn't diminish: it expands. During this portal, we stop calling that a liability and start calling it an initiation into deeper intelligence. Because a woman who can move through intensity without collapsing or numbing out can stay present to everything and everyone that matters.

    In this portal, you will:

  • Understand what your nervous system is actually doing (and why)

  • Learn how to move through intensity without shutting down or spiraling

  • Find what actually helps YOUR body move through intensity, not a formula, a living practice that's yours.

    The result: You stop feeling at the mercy of your body, and start experiencing her as your strongest ally.

  • WEEK TWO

    Portal of Emotions

    The Compass


    Most women have been taught to suppress emotions, manage them or bypass them entirely, and I used to do this too. In this portal, we stop managing, suppressing, and spiritually bypassing, and we start listening and connecting. To disgust, rage, joy, expansion, grief, sadness and ecstasy. All of it. What I discovered is that these are your body's ancient navigation system.

    In this portal, you will:

  • recognize what your anger is actually pointing to

  • learn how to feel without being taken out for hours or days

  • understand what your emotions are actually pointing you toward

  • build boundaries that come from your body (not your mind)

    The result: Your emotions stop feeling like chaos, and start functioning as clear, grounded direction.

  • WEEK THREE

    Portal of Eros

    The Source

    This is the part most women have been disconnected from for decades. Not just sexuality, but your sheer life force. Your desire. Your creativity. Your hunger for beauty, meaning, and impact. The fire underneath everything you build and love. I didn’t realize how much I had shut this down until I started reconnecting with it… and everything changed.

    In this portal, you will:

  • Reconnect to your body’s natural pleasure and aliveness

  • Learn how to access and cultivate your organic life force energy

  • Begin using that energy to fuel your creativity, expression, and decisions

    The result: You stop waiting to feel alive, and start generating that aliveness from within.

  • WEEK FOUR

    Portal of Energy

    The Vessel

    By this point, most women can feel clearly where their energy is going and where it’s being drained. But they don’t yet trust themselves to act on it. In this portal, we get fiercely honest about tracking the subtle or huge ways you leak your life force, the relationships that drain without reciprocating, the work you say ‘yes’ to out of guilt, and the needless overgiving that has become martyrdom.

    In this portal, you will:

  • Identify exactly where your energy is leaking

  • Learn how to set boundaries that actually hold

  • Practice making decisions that protect and direct your life force

    The result: You become deeply discerning with your energy, and finally start building a life that supports you back.

Our second half of life is not about total reinvention:

it's about our genius emerging through our liberation

WHAT'S INCLUDED

Everything you need to enter every portal.

This is a carefully held container designed to support your full transformation: body, life, and leadership.

Everything inside Portals of Liberation exists for one purpose: to help you move through this threshold safely, honestly, and powerfully.

The Transformative Process: 4 Somatic Practice Sessions (90 min)

Where the real shift happens. This is not passive learning. Each session includes:

• guided somatic and embodied practices

• space to process and integrate

• real-time support and coaching

Because transformation doesn’t happen through insight alone, it happens through experience in your body

The Core Essence: 4 Weekly Teaching Sessions (60 min)

Deep, focused transmissions for each Portal. These sessions are where I guide you through the work I’ve lived and refined, so you understand:

• what’s actually happening in your body and emotions

• why this phase feels the way it does

• and how to work with it instead of against it

Opening & Closing Rituals (60 min)

Marking the threshold is crucial. We begin and end this immersion intentionally so your body recognizes that something important has started and something real has changed.

The Rhythm of the Immersion

Portals of Liberation is an intimate, private, and intentional space held with care, entered with ritual, and designed for the kind of transformation that only happens when a body finally feels safe enough to stop managing herself.

You will not be graded on your growth or pushed to share before you're ready. Nothing here will ask you to be more than you are.

You will simply be met exactly where you are, and accompanied through what is already in motion under the surface.

PERSONAL SUPPORT INSIDE THE CONTAINER

Somatic Group Coaching

(2 x 60 min sessions)

You’ll receive direct coaching from me, while being held and supported by the group.
This is where:

• blind spots become clear

• patterns shift in real time

• and deep breakthroughs happen

Three Integration Calls

(Post-Immersion)

Because your transformation doesn’t end at week four. This work continues to unfold.

This is where:

• support what's still moving

• stabilizes your changes

• help you apply this work in your real life

Lifetime Access to the Work

(well... almost!)

2-Year Access to All Materials.

You don’t outgrow this work in four weeks, you get to deepen it.

You’ll have access to:

• all sessions recordings

• videos and prompts

• any additional material

Private Community

A safe, off-social-media, performance-free space where you will be able to:

• connect with women who get it

• share what’s real for you (optional)

• be supported between sessions

Private Course Portal

All the replays will be made available within 8 hours of the live calls inside the course portal. You will also have some bonus invitation or integration prompts and a few short-form orientation videos. All these will be available for 2 years after the immersion ends.

Founding Member Status

I love to cocreate, and it would mean so much to me if you would share your experience to help shape this and future iterations.
To reward your input, you'll receive bonus material and priority access to future offerings.

What Becomes

Possible.

Below is what has happened in my own life, and in the lives of women I guide through this work.


It is about returning to who you are under the layers that mute you, in a safe and spacious way.

  • You trust your body in real time. You feel the contraction before a wrong decision, the expansion of a true yes, the signals you used to override. And instead of second-guessing yourself, you act on what your body already knows.

  • You say what needs to be said without collapsing or over-explaining. In conversations that used to trigger you with your partner, your kids, your colleagues, your friends or your family, you stay in your body. You don’t freeze and you don’t explode.

  • Your nervous system settles in a way that actually lasts. The background anxiety, the tension and the constant mental looping start to release, because you’re no longer fighting what your body is doing.

  • You become deeply protective of your energy. You see clearly where you’re overgiving, where you’re saying ‘yes’ out of habit, where your energy is leaking, and you start making different decisions, without guilt or overly justifying yourself.

  • You reconnect to your desire and life force. Not as a concept, but as something you can feel in your body. Your pleasure returns, your turn-on comes back, and your creativity starts bubbling up again. You stop waiting to feel alive… and start igniting yourself.

  • You gain clarity on what your next chapter actually is. Not a ten-year plan, but something more useful: clear next steps, a grounded direction, a felt sense of where your energy wants to go. Your impact stops feeling abstract and starts feeling like it's finally yours to claim.

  • You come back into intimate relationship with yourself. You look at yourself differently because you trust yourself again. The relationship you start to redevelop with yourself is about respect, filled with self-compassion, and a sense of “I’m finally on my own side”.

There is a version of you

that has already crossed this threshold. 

One Investment,
Three Payment Options

This work asks something of you financially and in how willing you are to meet yourself fully in this next chapter.

The sliding scale is rooted in trust and integrity to allow this work to be accessible, while honoring its depth.

Choose the level of support that reflects your current reality.

FULL SUPPORTER
TIER

For those who are financially stable and want to support wider access to this work.

You are resourced and able to invest without strain, and your investment helps make the Scholarship Tier possible.

COMMUNITY MEMBER
TIER

For humans who are stable and supported but still need to invest carefully.

This investment requires intention and planning, but it’s available to you without creating stress or instability.

SCHOLARSHIP
TIER

This option exists so that this work is not only available to those with full resources and privilege.

A short application ensures these spots go where they are truly needed.

This is a container for embodied transformation.
If you’re ready, this work will meet you intimately.

For The First Five
Who Cross The Threshold

GIFTS FOR THE WOMEN WHOSE BODIES SAY YES FIRST

A private 1:1 Threshold Session with me ($175 value)

Before the immersion begins, we meet just the two of us. This session is not about goal-setting or intention lists. It's about arriving into your body before you cross the threshold, so you know what you're actually carrying, what you're ready to release, and what you're calling in. You enter the immersion already oriented. Already connected to what's true for you.

A personalized North Star Meditation, created for you ($375 value)

After our Threshold Session, I create a meditation that is entirely yours, built from what emerged between us, carrying the felt sense of where you're going. This is a somatic anchor your body can return to, again and again, when the mind starts to doubt. This is the kind of thing your nervous system needs to know the way forward before your thoughts catch up.

50% off any additional 1:1 sessions during the immersion

Because transformation doesn't happen in a straight line. Sometimes what surfaces inside the container needs more space than the container holds, and I want you to be able to access that support without having to weigh the cost against the need.

MEET your guide

Hi, I'm LUCE!

I know this powerful threshold from the inside out.

Menopause didn’t gently guide me into a new chapter, it cracked me open.


Everything I had learned to manage my emotions, my body, and my identity stopped working.


And at the same time, everything I had learned to suppress (my desire, my truth, and my power) rose to the surface.


I tried to hold it all together, but it stopped working, and I had to find a completely new way.


What changed everything for me was learning how to stop managing myself, and start working with what was actually happening in my body, my emotions, my nervous system and with my life force.


That messy, nonlinear, and entirely necessary process became the foundation of the work I do now.


Before this, I built a life across multiple careers: designer, sustainability researcher, executive director and social impact specialist.

I know what it means to lead, to build, to carry so much, and to be hughly competent in the world.

And I know what it costs.

This work asked me to go somewhere no reinvention had taken me before.

So I trained, rigorously and over years, in exactly what I needed to understand:

Somatics, nervous system literacy and modulation

Developmental trauma, parts work, and neuroscience 

Cultivating female sexuality, pleasure, and life force energy

The deeper archetypal layers of the mature feminine psyche

Earth-based spirituality, cyclical wisdom and the medicine wheel

I continue to train on an ongoing basis to embody what actually works.

And I do this work myself every day, because I will never ask you to go somewhere I haven’t been willing to go myself.

I don’t offer surface-level change.

I don’t help you manage yourself more effectively.

I hold up a mirror with love, and I help you see what’s actually happening, feel what's been waiting beneath the surface, and move from a place of truth and power.

I will meet you with compassion, clarity and honesty. And I will hold you to the version of you that is ready to emerge, even (and especially) when it feels uncomfortable.

What I've studied to understand this:

PGCC certified coach at the John Molson School of Business of Concordia University

Trained in stress and trauma recovery with Luis Mojica

Trained on vagus nerve science with Jessica Maguire

Certified trauma-informed Somatic Educator for Women

Trained as a Medicine Wheel Practitioner with Maria-Heleyna YeiXochipahtli

600+ hours training in the VITA™ Coaching Method for Sex, Love, and Relationships with Layla Martin

Trained in sacred bodywork for women with Thalia Devi

Trained in somatic sexual dearmoring with Rahi Chun

Frequently Asked Questions

What if I’m not sure I’m “ready” for this level of work?

If you feel a pull toward this, you're already in the process.

You don't need to be fully clear or confident.

You need to be willing to be honest with yourself, and to stay.

That's enough.

I’m not in menopause yet, or I’m past it. Can I still join?

If you are in midlife and already feeling the shifts (physically, emotionally, or energetically) then this work will meet you exactly where you are.

Perimenopause, menopause, or post-menopause, the portals don't require a specific hormonal moment. They require a woman who knows something deeply important is changing, and is ready to stop moving through it alone.

Is this therapy?

No. This is not therapy, and it does not replace it.

This is a trauma-informed, somatic, and coaching-based container. We don't process or treat trauma clinically. What we do is create the conditions for your body and nervous system to feel safe enough to move, so that what has been stuck can finally shift.

If you are currently working with a therapist, this work can sit alongside that beautifully.

What if I can’t attend all the live sessions?

This immersion is built to hold the fact that life happens. So all sessions are recorded and available for two years, and you will not fall behind or miss something irreparably by not attending one or more sessions live. In fact, you might deepen your journey by moving through the replays at your own pace, and being able to press" pause" when you want.

That said, if your schedule allows, I do invite you to prioritize being present on the live calls.

I’ve already done a lot of personal development. How is this different?

If you've already done significant work on yourself and something still keeps coming back, it's usually a signal that the work has been happening more at the level of the mind, while the pattern lives somewhere deeper in the body and nervous system.

Most personal development teaches you how to think differently. This work teaches you how to relate to your body, your emotions, and your energy differently.

It's not about more information: it's about embodied change that actually lasts.

What if this brings up a lot for me?

That's part of the process and this immersion is designed for exactly this, for what surfaces when a woman finally stops managing herself. And you will not be left alone inside it. You'll be held through guided practices, integration calls, direct coaching, and a community of women negotiating the same terrain. The support is built into the structure, not added as an afterthought.

How do I know which tier to choose?

Choose the tier that feels honest (not the one that stretches you out of your capacity), but also not the one that feels the safest.

The one that reflects your actual financial reality right now, and that will feel like a true investment in yourself.

Is This Your Moment?

There comes a time when you can't go back to who you were,

but you don't yet know how to be who you're becoming.

It's for this moment that Portals of Liberation exists.


You don’t need more time or more information.

You need a guide who knows this terrain, and a space that can hold all of you.

Women who have crossed the threshold

"I didn't know my body could feel like this."

Before this work, I thought 'orgasmic' and 'women in their 50s' didn't belong in the same sentence. I was disconnected from my body and was dissociating, playing roles, not knowing how to actually be present in my own skin. I had early menopause and no one around me was talking about any of it.

What shifted was learning to stay with sensation instead of escaping it. My body stopped being something I managed or rejected, and started feeling like a living, breathing world I actually wanted to inhabit. I feel more feminine from the inside now, not something I put on like a costume, but something I'm feeling and then expressing.

I chose to work with Luce because she is already embodying what I was desiring: aliveness, sovereignty, her own voice. She's not sitting on a mountain... she's in the trenches, doing the work herself, and you can feel that.

~ Dagmar Baumunk, Coach & Tantric Guide

From chronic pain to clear boundaries

I came to this work with constant shoulder pain and debilitating headaches. Medical tests showed "nothing", but my body was reacting as if something was very wrong. Deep down I knew there was a link between the pain and what I'd been carrying. I just couldn't find it on my own.

The shoulder pain went from a 9 out of 10 to a 1 out of 10. The headaches from a 9 to a 2. I had a medical appointment scheduled for an injection, and after our work together, my doctor and I decided I didn't need it.

But the result that surprised me most wasn't physical. I had a tense situation with a family member, the kind where before, I would have stayed silent and swallowed it. After several sessions of grounding and coming back into my body, I was able to set a clear boundary without collapsing. What I felt afterward was release in my upper body, freer breathing, no aftershock, and less guilt.

I now have tools that actually work. And I'm not waiting for a pill to fix me. I know what to do when things rise... and that changes everything!

~ Janelle, Retired

On perimenopause, losing yourself, and choosing where your power goes

I was in perimenopause at 37, and I felt like I was going from 'young woman' to 'no longer young woman' with zero map and zero models around me. Physically everything was falling apart... the hot flashes, the insomnia, the brain fog, zero energy, no libido. And psychologically I was collapsing.

Underneath all of it was something I hadn't named yet: for most of my life, I had believed I had power as long as I had the desire of others. When that faded, I thought: I'm worth nothing.

What I discovered is that the power I had placed in the gaze of others, I can use it for myself. I'm not saying I don't care what others think. I'm saying I now choose where my power goes. That's a completely different way to live.

Luce doesn't sell you a mirage. She walks with you and gives you back your hand when you're ready. When you don't need her anymore, she lets go. And you can always come back.

~Amélie Tremblay, Entrepreneur

"I'm no longer weighed down by this heaviness"

What I didn't expect was where the deepest healing would happen. There was a session where you allowed me to express what I had held toward my father for decades. I was liberated from an enormous weight in that one hour. I'm no longer inhabited by the same heaviness. There is something more peaceful, more neutral in me now.

The menopause process is complex, profound, difficult. What Luce makes possible, through who she is, is navigating it better. And not feeling alone in it.

I needed to be with someone who I knew would call a thing what it is. Not beat around the bush. But do it gently. With integrity and without judgment.

There are not many people I know who would be capable of holding space for me in this. Luce did it with virtuosity!

~ Sophie, Coach and Intuitive Healer

"My anxiety is no longer my enemy...
In fact, it's my ally"

I was in a deep nervous breakdown, the kind where I had made an appointment with a doctor to ask for medication, and I don't even take aspirin. I wasn't on my X professionally, and it gave me enormous anxiety. In fact, my anxiety was debilitating.

What I discovered is that the mental is a labyrinth. The way out is through the body and the nervous system. Luce taught me to work there (on the 80%) and that changed everything. It's literally night and day! I'm on the other side now, in another universe.

My anxiety is no longer my enemy... In fact, it's my ally, a signal I listen to, and we figure it out together.

When I walk into a room now at work, I can regulate the energy. People trust me because I'm calm, centered, and in solution mode. And I've never been this aligned, this calm, or this confident in my life.

~Marie, Corporate Executive

On learning to stop fixing yourself, and finally arriving in your body

I was on a path of healing and liberation, but I was navigating it alone, and I needed to be accompanied.

What I wanted was to pass through menopause with serenity, to find balance in a full life, and to feel sovereign. To let go of everything that was no longer necessary: the crutches, the patterns, the compulsion to keep fixing myself.

What shifted was learning to move through this work more gently with less forcing from the mind, and more living in my body. My somatic practices became the foundation and each session helped me connect to my body and become more autonomous in this work.

I stopped taking care of people from a place of fear and transferred that energy back to myself. And I'm now at peace with things I thought would always be heavy.

I feel accompanied, validated on the path I'm walking, less alone, and I accept my path now, instead of wondering if I'm doing it wrong.

~Tamara Rubilar, Artist

The Old World is Dying

The woman it needs is already inside you.

Portals of Liberation is where she finally gets to emerge.

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